at one time, i see things turn upside down

a thing has turned upside down. funny.

and then i realized that now i am the one who
don't notice you.
am i right?

i just feel that you, sometimes, see me
but i don't
and you, sometimes, keep coming around
but i don't care
you want to talk to me,
but i don't let it
you, just maybe, and just sometimes, seem
want to be noticed by me
but i refuse to
so is that me now? who act the same like you did?

with these words,
i hope you understand that i still watch you around
pay attention to every move you make. lol
but i just stop showing it.

if only this is true,
then why it is now?
when my flight date is just easy to count?
when my day is just that short and tight
and i no longer have time to have a nice chat with everyone
when the only thing left to be focused on
is packing!
huh, why?