well, i already start to count down the days until i am leaving. it is 53 days left before my flight. it's getting harder and harder to go to school and meet friends. they now start to talk about course and college and faculty and everything about one year to go.
it hurts sometimes. but Mr Alvin said to us in the visa camp that 'if i put an option of staying here in Indonesia for one year to go to be with close friends and the same school for three years and familiar situation, and compare it with leaving to America and live with a very NICE AND CHEERFUL family and have new good friends and study in a totally different high school and experience lots of valuable things that i won't able to count them by myself, it'll show a totally unbalance thing.'
i believe that graduate the high school normally is nothing deserve to compare with study for two GREAT semesters in America.
so why don't i just respect what i've reached so i am here now as the YES candidate, and just stop doubting anything, right?
well, i realize that actually having one year to go in Indonesia is just another year, i can stay in Indonesia for whole my life if i choose too. but having gone to America is like dream comes true, that i can't choose it everyday, that i have to work this hard to make it, that i do sacrifice another things wholeheartedly, that it is like one in a million. so why am i this fool to be sad about leaving, right?
it hurts sometimes. but Mr Alvin said to us in the visa camp that 'if i put an option of staying here in Indonesia for one year to go to be with close friends and the same school for three years and familiar situation, and compare it with leaving to America and live with a very NICE AND CHEERFUL family and have new good friends and study in a totally different high school and experience lots of valuable things that i won't able to count them by myself, it'll show a totally unbalance thing.'
i believe that graduate the high school normally is nothing deserve to compare with study for two GREAT semesters in America.
so why don't i just respect what i've reached so i am here now as the YES candidate, and just stop doubting anything, right?
well, i realize that actually having one year to go in Indonesia is just another year, i can stay in Indonesia for whole my life if i choose too. but having gone to America is like dream comes true, that i can't choose it everyday, that i have to work this hard to make it, that i do sacrifice another things wholeheartedly, that it is like one in a million. so why am i this fool to be sad about leaving, right?
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