that memorable night

And as I am getting back to where

I used to where

I belong to where

I found this dream was all about you

That’s when you are filling them out

Like before, once more

Gosh we met by accident

I was not the same and I knew you knew it

Things were still awkward as always

And I am the queen of awkwardness I guess

I am not proud of it

Then you waved that night, awkwardly as I would

Then you called me goodbye

And I fell in love with you as you were walking away

Like the very first time

Forever and ever I will build the love once again

As it keeps broken every time I build it

I don’t know when I will stop

And look back realizing how much time has wasted

To yearn of having you

Yet life makes love look hard

Let alone for those who only love and not loved

Someday I will stop I guess

I cannot despise my own right to be happy

Yeah someday I will move on finally

From you

If you actually never have those three little words to tell me

And sure I will move on

It’s just going to be really hard

And I do mean, really hard.

-p.puteri