I am fighting for my impossible-5-percent

I am surely trying so hard at school
you know, taking hard classes
next semester I'll be in Brit Lit University of Wisconsin class and UW Calc 2 and American Government and UW Anatomy and Physiology
and US History, French, and chorale
and I am thinking about taking college here since it is so attempting to study abroad and come back here as an American and live their lives
dont you think?
but likely it is ...... 95 % over 100 % saying that I am not gonna be here anymore ever after coming back at June 26 next year
but you know what?
before I came here and being a candidate for YES program
I also had NO SUCH DREAM EVER VISITING AMERICA EVEN FOR A SEC
but the fact is I am here, typing these words, and I am so in Oshkosh WI
and so I save 5 % over 100 % for me to hope. this time, a real hope
and I am doing everything that I could ever do to fight for my 5 %
what do you think?
cause even if it doesnt work
struggling for my own goods never really hurts me